Decided to let go

I decided to let go..

The wish that seemed(now) impossible..
I decided to let go..

The time that's now a passe
I decided to let go..

Reassessing, reassuring, reshuffling those dreams ...
Rolling new dice on life's new screen..

New bar is set,much different from the rest..
this is new...
Mind driven with heart now at rest..

I wondered, is this defeat, restaring,  with time no longer by my seat?

Silence is what I heard  though rain roared pouring gallore..

I turned within to search what I felt...
peace and Quite.. is all I could sense...

Calmness engulfed the then stormy sea..
Its victory I realized , not defeat!


Letting go ..and with it dissapeared fear n anxiety untold... I held no more

With it long storm had finally set.. shipwreck pieces no longer matter...

but I survived and so did those who I held close to me..

Is it really defeat i thought, or another chance to do it right..this time things who knows might just turn around..

And it might be what i always wanted and could be more.. than what I could imagine








I realized. .. how much I gained..

I wonder if this was defeat as I reshuffle for a new deal... no idea what will unfold..
This gamble has been a challenge